Ghost in the Shell OST – Torukia



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Cutest little boy.

At last i have shifted to Pune this month on 15th. It was a rainy day and hence dark and wet on that day. And, i have no idea why did i not get a strong panic attack at that time even when i was leaving the house i was so attached to. I was so badly wanting to feel that last moment pain but somehow my heart and mind happend to be entirely out of it. Time was just passing as if it was nothing but i wanted to make that moment a big issue. That was the flat i lived 10 years of my life and experienced some of the best moments in my life. So many things happened, good and the bad and that place was the only place i wanted to be in the end during those bad moments. When movers and packers finished their job that house was all empty. I went through each room thinking about the past and moments i spend there and dumped all the good feelings in my heart. It was beautiful, but one thing kept pricking me. It was our neighbour, a little boy 3 years old and i knew him since he was 1 year old. Read the rest of this entry »

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Yet another Sci-Fi lucid dream. Shape shifting creatures with tentacles.

I read somewhere on internet that its a fact that human dream lasts only for few seconds. I am not sure how correct that is but you never know what may happen. Now i am a human too and here i am telling them on face that its not entirely accurate. I don’t know how i got these abilities or something in me but i am sure it is because of all those psychiatric drugs and their side effects which were prescribed to me for my obsession and panic disorder. I remember waking up for a pee and checking the time and then going back to bed and continue with the dream from where it broke until waking up at morning. This new dream, i had it a night before yesterday. And, the weird thing was that as i woke up, my brain was hurting like hell as if it was processing a lot of things at night, how true considering the kind of dream i had. My brain hurting must be because of all that energy i was applying in my dream and since its all mental my head hurting seems obvious. Right that moment i thought that may be if EEG recording net which is used to test brain waves was used on my head that night the machine might have got horrible wave discharges graphs like never got before for sure. I do not know if this is good or bad because i think i had a good time that night in dream. Read the rest of this entry »

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Why do we forget?

Forgetting the the past is the best thing that can happen to us. Ever heard people saying Time will ease the pain? It’s not the time. Its the ability of humans to forget. Over a period of time you will forget things from the past and that is why they say time will heal your pains. Forgetting is the best human ability because that is what keeps you going on and move on in your life. If it was not this forgetting ability in us we would still be suffering thinking about the same disaster all our lives. Its a beautiful day today, blue sky with white fluffy clouds, its silent and all i can hear is chirping of birds. I just logged on to yahoo messenger and thought of going into the chat rooms. Its been years i logged into chat rooms and it reminded me all the days in my past when i met my mate online. It came back to me like a shock. I opened an online messenger website like meebo.com and saw how it has changed with so many new features, interface and in design and the other website emessenger.net seems to have shut down. These two websites were used by my mate to talk to me. I got this really weird feeling in my brian and heart while looking into it. Read the rest of this entry »

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Still not in Pune.

Its mid june and i am still in Mumbai, i was suppose to be in Pune. Its affecting me and my job. I have been home for months and i need to get one as soon as possible. I cannot get one unless i am settled in pune. Hopefuly i will be in Pune by the first week of July. So this is it, this is the moment of my life where i am changing my phase, moving on to the next part of my life. Its life i am talking about, its only once. I have stayed here all my life since birth and now that i am shifting to other place i will also be getting to work and become responsible. That’s the next part of my life. This life of mine is so fucked up. I have decided i will never get married in this life, i will adopt orphan kids very later in my life and i am also thinking of donating my body organs after my death. Gosh i don’t know why i am making up my mind with all these stuffs but i don’t know, i might just do it. That means i am going to die virgin, shit. But fine, this life itself is a sin. Read the rest of this entry »

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How to spot a fake movie trailer on youtube.

You know many a times you went about watching upcomming movie trailers on youtube and ended up feeling dump about what you just watched because it came out to be a fan made shit.

Now why fan made? May be these guys want to experiment with how to edit and create videos or they are into visual and special effects and trying to create impressive videos trying to get some attention. Well, there is nothing wrong with it unless it is changing moods of video viewers on you tube. The one which had viewers almost believe it was a real trailer comes out to be the best fan made. Read the rest of this entry »

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How to find a right movie to watch?

Ever felt like watching a movie and then had a bad and unsatisfying experience watching it? Follow the guide below to find the right movie to watch. Whether you want to watch it because you love watching movies or with your new partner for taking her or him.

If you happen to get a list of newly released movies around or if you find yourself searching for some interesting title on a DVD’s for rent shop or searching for a torrent on internet, checking the list below once would help you get the best. Read the rest of this entry »

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